the best summer ever; because of you.
My first summer with you, was also the best.
For I learnt how to love, and how love feels like.
I had my first kiss, my first touch, my first hugs.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let them go.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let yourself go too; for them.
whispers of summer
her story
friends
birdsongs
memories
sunrays
sometimes what i want to say isn't apparent through what you just see(:
Thursday, February 12, 2009
ups and downs; the roller-coaster of life.
ups and downs; the roller-coaster of life.[skip if you're not interested in my ranting, thankyou.]sighhh it's been some crazy nerve-wracking week. went insane over whether i'd get in in for archery - the very first time i tried it i just KNEW i had to be in archery. seriously. but noo i didn't make it. then somehow, miraculously, [thank God] managed to get in superrrr last minute; got crazy high about that. and i was honestly so excited about getting my bow and all; and my mum tells me no she won't get my bow because 'IT'S 1.5k?! THAT'S WAY TOO EXPENSIVE.' arghhhh. ><.
oh, and she doesn't understand why some bows are unsuitable for some people, no matter how i try to explain that poundage and height and range differ very muchly and are essential factors to consider before you jump on any bow. which is why i really don't want to get a second-hand bow.
and to top it off, she yells at me for asking her what's the max price she's gonna pay for my bow because 'if [she] tells [me] what the max price is [i] won't put in enough effort to find a cheap bow no matter what.' urghhhh -.-
i really really don't want it to end like this; it honestly hasn't been the least bit easy to get in. i'd honestly just about die if i have to give up archery just because i don't have/can't get a bow. and after all we've given for archery too. [i must say, i'm sorely tempted to threaten to not sleep at all -yes, even with that potent flu i've caught- until i've found a good riser online on ebay/whatever, like the hoyt nexus; or until they give in and get me that anyway. that's how bad i want my bow.]
this is seriously madness;
-cue mental breakdown- 1:24 am
Thursday, February 12, 2009
ups and downs; the roller-coaster of life. ups and downs; the roller-coaster of life.[skip if you're not interested in my ranting, thankyou.]sighhh it's been some crazy nerve-wracking week. went insane over whether i'd get in in for archery - the very first time i tried it i just KNEW i had to be in archery. seriously. but noo i didn't make it. then somehow, miraculously, [thank God] managed to get in superrrr last minute; got crazy high about that. and i was honestly so excited about getting my bow and all; and my mum tells me no she won't get my bow because 'IT'S 1.5k?! THAT'S WAY TOO EXPENSIVE.' arghhhh. ><.
oh, and she doesn't understand why some bows are unsuitable for some people, no matter how i try to explain that poundage and height and range differ very muchly and are essential factors to consider before you jump on any bow. which is why i really don't want to get a second-hand bow.
and to top it off, she yells at me for asking her what's the max price she's gonna pay for my bow because 'if [she] tells [me] what the max price is [i] won't put in enough effort to find a cheap bow no matter what.' urghhhh -.-
i really really don't want it to end like this; it honestly hasn't been the least bit easy to get in. i'd honestly just about die if i have to give up archery just because i don't have/can't get a bow. and after all we've given for archery too. [i must say, i'm sorely tempted to threaten to not sleep at all -yes, even with that potent flu i've caught- until i've found a good riser online on ebay/whatever, like the hoyt nexus; or until they give in and get me that anyway. that's how bad i want my bow.]
this is seriously madness;
-cue mental breakdown-
i'm just the girl in the corner, the girl with the wistful eyes;
jiaying
seventeen! but that'll change on 220910 xD
rafflesian
113'05, 210'06, 315'07, 415'08 10S03P!
redcrosser passed out;
tribunist [vchair yay :D] said farewell;
but i'll never forget those days(:
archer! :D
still a writer, yep.
save me...
absolutely deranged
chocoholic
shopaholic
complete psychotic
stress-hater
panicky [i'm serious.]
unfortunately, more often than not, a broken rose.
... before i drive myself mad.
je t'aime;
rgsrcy
tribune
rj archery!
writers' guild!
reading! xD
dancing <3!
singing
going on facebook and playing random games there HAHA
grand pianos [oh, nothing beats a grand!]
black; pink; chocolate brown :D
astronomy; knitting; archeryyy(:
pool; bridge; mahjong! xD
chemistry! [favourite subject (:]
needless to say, we must never leave out the two essences of life, chocolate and shopping! i can never do without
them hahaha(x
for all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams;
ra science nahh no chance alr. but nevermind(:
>3.6 gpa [HAHA YES I DID IT FOR SECTHREE!(:]
tribune chair vchair's good enough. and in any case, my term's over anyway.
>3.6 SECFOUR gpa! YES I DID IT AGAIN! :D
rj chem ra! thank God i got in! :D
or uwc nordic! didn't apply; decided that specialising in sciences was the wiser choice, given my inaptitude
for humanities ><
rj dance! street/intl also can :D :Dbut nevermind, because rj archery pwns all now!
not forgetting the typical wish for world peace, duh. (:
and i wish i could have him. or at least, if we're not meant to be, someone to love
and to love me back. &it's true that love ends up being a battlefield sometimes, but it's still love; blessed
love.
for we were meant to last forever;
i find my paradise when you look me in the eyes-
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